Ranting

Kainis. Dahil sa incident kanina, hindi tuloy ako makapagtrabaho ng matino. Honestly, I lost the drive to accomplish what I have to do today. I am just waiting for 5pm.

Tinatamad na talaga ako. The more I think about my length of stay here, the more I lose my enthusiasm. Saan kaya ako lilipat?

What had happened yesterday did not necessarily help my disposition for today. It is like a heavy load weighing in my physical and mental state. I do not want to live for others. I want to live for myself. After all, no one understands. Sometimes, I want to think that God has given up on me, too.

Nobody will. I have given up hope.